It's my last full week of corporate life. I turn in my stuff Monday.
How fitting that today's note from the universe was:
"Sometimes, the only thing you know for certain is what you don't want. Yet often, that's enough to go on."
Last year was a f*cking hard one for me. It just was. I had a tremendous amount of healing and learning to do after ending a dysfunctional relationship, all while starting a business from scratch (I completely underestimated both).
My self-worth was in the gutter. It had been my whole life. These situations were just perfect mirrors to finally help me SEE it so I could HEAL it.
Gaining momentum in a new business took more than I thought it would, and it brought me head to head with my shit. The battles felt endless at times.
I often had no idea why I was putting myself through all this. Nothing seemed like it was going right. There was turmoil, doubt, fear.
THE ONLY THING I KNEW FOR SURE WAS THAT I COULD NOT QUIT.
I honestly felt crazy at times, but finally, things started to get better. I started getting clients, then referrals. I kept going, doing whatever I could, forgiving myself for not hitting an arbitrary timeline or numbers.
Entering 2017 I knew it would happen for me. I knew I would quit corporate. I rested in that and let the how and when fall by the wayside.
The rest is history... I quickly manifested a layoff and my last day is next week. Sure, I'm scared. I have work ahead of me. But if there's one thing I've learned from all this, it's that I'll be ok no matter what. I'm surrounded by support, and I know I can always trust my inner guidance system.
If you have a goal or a dream for yourself, keep going. Sometimes it's inches at a time and sometimes you hop a mile, but either way you will get there.